Silent goodbyes happen when the lies pile up in the worst way
You lied and for what?
To cover up your foolish acts?
Because you know you were flirting with the enemy?
The truth is better than misinformation,
But you are the mastermind of hiding the facts.
It’s in your nature.
You were raised by the deceivers in the village
Self sabotage above all else, right?
Why have something good when you can ruin it fueled by fear and cowardice?
You claim to want to be better, to be happy but you don’t put in the work.
In this life you have to work for the things you want
Mommy and daddy can’t feed you happiness with a gold spoon
Nor can the man you call “daddy” fuck it into you.
But the goodbyes aren’t the hard part, no.
It’s the silent aspect that hurts the most
The loss you never see coming nor think is possible
Everyday conversations turn to frequent check ins to nonexistent dialogue
Tears of laughter turn to tears of loneliness
How do you reconcile with the ones you pushed away in time of crisis?
Maybe you don’t.
Or maybe you take your silent goodbyes with a grain of salt,
Lick your wounds and go fuck strangers just to feel something.
After all, that is your go to destructive behavior, baby.
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