I can feel the end is near
I spend my nights alone
Watching the clock that’s ticking away my precious time
Frozen as the world dances with flowers in her hair
What am i doing wrong?
What aren’t i moving?
Time should be on my side, i’m young.
Only 24
Yet i’m one with my perpetual state of worry
Am i doing enough?
Am i smiling enough?
Are my serotonin levels where they should be?
(no.)
Oh.
My days grow shorter as anguish takes a permanent state
My nights are longer, sleeping side my side with regret and dread
What is happening to me?
Someone please tell me how i got here?