Slipping Away

I can feel the end is near

I spend my nights alone 

Watching the clock that’s ticking away my precious time

Frozen as the world dances with flowers in her hair

What am i doing wrong? 

What aren’t i moving? 

Time should be on my side, i’m young.

Only 24

Yet i’m one with my perpetual state of worry

Am i doing enough?

Am i smiling enough?

Are my serotonin levels where they should be?

(no.)

Oh. 

My days grow shorter as anguish takes a permanent state

My nights are longer, sleeping side my side with regret and dread

What is happening to me?

Someone please tell me how i got here?

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